my feelings this weekend

one word:
loneliness

but i really do hate that word. yeah i slept with him, and yeah i felt used, but it was good sex, but still felt really lonely and not wanted. when i was with karl i felt wanted...at first. why does it have to go away?

why do we as human beings get so comfortable?

i found out that karl, john, and krystal went to Vegas toegther. that should have been interesting.
i am wide awake and really don't want to go to work, but i kind of havet to go..which sucks, i am already done with work....can you tell? i just want to make enough money for Tori, enough for those two clases i failed and start over. what i really want is to write something...now, and get it published.

one word: loneliness